Dear Simon,

And so we find ourselves here again. A muddled pool of uncertainty and angst. Fear brewing that your work isn’t good enough and everything you’ve accomplished is a facade - a house of cards queuing up to topple.

Bryan says that these voices never go away, no matter how much money you make, how successful you become, and that’s the part of all of this that scares me the most.

Long fibers I pull from my mind in hopes to shed parts of myself I no longer need.

Ien says you just have to acknowledge the thoughts and move on.

Acknowledge, move on.

Acknowledge, move on.

in hopes that uncertainty and doubt proves evidence I exist.

acknowledge, move on.

acknowledge, move on.

acknowledge, move on.